New Beginnings

Long time no see? =) I wish I could write about all the things on my mind, but I just can’t bring myself to do that. I have to start over. I hate starting over. I need to do so much when starting over. I keep telling myself that I did all of this seven years ago, but here I am today, with a gutted domain.

Part of a good fresh start is not making the mistakes of the past. I keep thinking about all the dumb things I did and how I wish I could make a time machine and stop myself from doing them. Who doesn’t have regrets? It’s not just social regrets, it’s regrets for things I’ve done to myself. I want my blog to be a positive experience. I want people to click away thinking, “I’m glad I went there.” I can’t do that with distractions and other things pressing down on me. At the same time, I can’t be what people expect me to be. I can just be me. But I can control that me.

I want to write about my experiences. I feel that I have a unique outlook on life, and I want to share that with others. I’d like to think that everything that happened to me happened for a reason. I didn’t suffer for anything. Did I suffer? I think I did. Does it matter what I think? To me, yes. I feel like I have something to offer people. Whether it’s insight or a shoulder to cry on, I feel like I have something inside of me to make people feel better, to make a difference in someone else’s life. I want to be seen as a positive person.

So come and join me in the journey of survival. Join me in fighting to the end! This is a journey we can win if we don’t give up and just fight to the finish!

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