I Did It For …. The LULZ?

Note: This will be the last time I bring this up unless something new comes up (Think: Dennis gets emails about this, or Josh or I start getting threats from “John”).

I discovered today, during my daily procrastination, that the only reason I call out alleged cancer fakes on here is because I want the hits to my page and comments on my entry. Yup. That hits the nail on the head. I could never have done it because of the mountains of proof that I had to provide to the blogging community, which included scans of the death certificate, adoption papers, school records, autopsey report, and digital photos of medicine bottles, the tombstone, and the unemptied bucket that my nephew vomited bile into the last three days of his life (onl because I’m gross like that). All because cancer is the #1 faked illness on the web. Death from cancer is the second method of faked deaths on the internet. Sadly, these trends aren’t going to fall anytime soon.

I’d like to point out my stats, if I will. I average at least 500 hits per day, none of which come from people wanting to see the freak in the side show act.

I get over 100 hits per day, from my card dropping alone.
I get a good 20-30 hits per day from teenagers looking for slash fiction/diiiiiirty pichures of Jason Castro.
I get 50 more hits per day from other searches. While I am now on the first page of Google search for “Angela Ledcke”, it’s only because she has linked to me and Google-bombed the site; Google now has crawled my page specifically looking for her name. That’s what happens when you use Blogspot to attempt to bring someone down. I have only gotten one hit from someone searching for her, and one hit from her Blogspot site, which I feel was her.
I get 200 more hits from the various link exchanges I have done over the past nine years I have had this site.
The other 120 hits I get come from message boards and other places and profiles of mine from around the web.

So I did not call anyone out for the “hits”.

Then maybe I did it for the comments? Yes, the one entry has gotten me a whopping five comments, one of which is a double. Yes, I’m rollin’ in the comments. I’m lavishing in the attention people are showering on me because I have the ability (or common sense) to know when someone is lying. For the record, I get about five comments a minute on here, mostly people who want me to actually send them those dirty pictures, but I choose not to. Not that I have dirty pictures of Jason Castro or David Cook lying around on my hard drive. Or do I….? XD I get comments from people wanting my themes. Can I share, will I share? How did I make them? Can I make them one? How did I get Plesk to do [this]? How did I get Plesk to do [that]? What part of England am I from? Why did I leave England? Can I make my font bigger on here, please? Other people comment to tell me they’ve seen my layout somewhere else, but not for WordPress. Can I give them my journal URL? Where’s my photogallery? I don’t approve comments like that. If the person has left an email address, I email them. I’ve never had to tear someone down to get hits or comments.

I have left the following rebuttal on Lori’s blog, but it’s understandable if she doesn’t want certain people to start drama wars there. I hate internet drama and the mongers who keep it going, which is why this is my last entry about it.
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I thought I would post this in response to Angela, since she has yet to read my rebuttal about all of this on my old blog.

I get comments all the time that I do not approve. I do not keep up my blog there, and I had to upgrade almost everything when I did log in recently. I get over 100 hits per day from my card drops alone, 20+ more come from teenagers looking for David Cook/Jason Castro slash fiction, and 50+ more from other searches, along with the people who have linked to me over the years. My site there is not new, so I am usually a first hit for Google.

I have called out other people whom I felt was faking cancer in the past. I do this because I have been the victim of people who have faked cancer online (search for Kaycee Nicole) and when my nephew died of cancer this year, people viciously demanded proof of his death, then accused me of piggy-backing on the death of “some teenager”. All because there are people who pretend to have cancer online. I run a community with the sheer purpose of investigating cancer fakes. That’s how big it is.

You have been caught lying in many instances over the past couple of years. Oprah wanted to personally come see your tarts? Hiliary Clinton was going to help you write a book on online bullies? Do you really believe that? More lies are posted right on your blogspot site about me. You claim that I am still a drug user, which I am not. You claim I should be ashamed of my past, which I am not. You also say that you sent me an email, which I have checked every address that has ever been posted online, and there is none. You don’t think that lying online is wrong? The definition of insanity is the inability to distinguish right from wrong.

The problem with posting things online is just because you delete it, doesn’t mean it goes away.

To Lori: You’re free to visit my sites. I welcome all sane, normal people there. =) I do love the picture of the little boy in this post. He’s a cutie. And I promise not to post long, outgoing drama comments on here. I just wanted to clear up some misconceptions that someone thinks is right to post about people online.

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In conclusion, I did this because I speak my mind. A mind based on truth and knowledge and life experiences. The Monger says she gets up every morning and throws up. Really? That sounds like she’s expecting, not dying of cancer. In all of her recent pictures, she seems to not be wearing a wig. I keep my knit bell cap on the bed post, because even though it’s been five months since my last dose of chemotherapy, I still have patches where no hair has grown. I did this because of my experiences. I did this because I wanted. I did this because this is my website, I paid for it, and have maintained it for nearly a decade now. I didn’t do this to get hits or comments. I didn’t do this to bring down any particular person. I would do it again, if the situation arose. I will do it again, if the situation comes up. That’s just who I am.

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