Application for 2009

Name: Jamie the Conquerer

Grouping: Single, white semi-useful female

Accomplishments: Nothing notable

Attributes: I think this is where I say I’m tall and have two eyes. Just your average Jamie.

List 2001 resolutions, goals, i.e (be specific): If I leave this blank does it count against me???

It just hit me… I’ll be 30 next year. Out of the terrible twenties. I’m not sure if that’s significant or not.

Actually I’m not sure of anything anymore. I used to have my life semi-mapped out. I was covered til about 2012 or 2013. Go to college, play some music, get my degree, find a job, have some fun, yada yada. I can’t see that vision anymore. It’s locked away in some sort of time warp and the key seems to have been misplaced.

I’m questioning what I even want anymore. My mind seems to keep wandering to the freedom of roaming and travel. I’ve always been pretty sure what I wanted but as each day has turned into another month I become more confused. I don’t know what’s important and what’s not. It’s hard to see beyond one day let alone a month or a year.

I don’t make resolutions. I never have. I’ve spent my time setting goals and trying to see them through. I don’t know anyone who’s ever stuck to their resolutions. It’s almost like they’re made just so they can be broken. I’ve never liked the concept of breaking something I say I’ll do so I just stay away from that type of thing.

So in conclusion… I’d say I was just as confused today as I was yesterday.

Current Status: lacking euphoria, slightly evanescent, mildly misguided, and occassionaly flamboyant. A classic Jamie combination.

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