I’m losing my hair again. My doctor tells me that by this time tomorrow, there’s a good possibility that I will be 100% bald.

As much as I preach that I don’t care about my looks or that I don’t define myself by how stunningly gorgeous I am, this has come to a complete and utter shock to me, and I actually Googled “how not to lose your hair despite high doses of chemotherapy”.

Naturally, I came up with nothing.

I could wear my knit hat until the spring, and then just grin and bear it. I don’t have a wig, and I don’t know where to go to get one.

I’m still beautiful, right? I will be healthy this time next year, right?