I tried watching Bender’s Big Score again today. I say again because I watched it the first time in May. With Pogo. It was the last movie we watched together before she died. She asked me if I could get it for her on DVD. Thanks to my online friends and friends across the T1 lines, I had a crash course in VHS to DVD rip and got it on a DVD before she died. She loved the song, 30th Century Man. The last song we downloaded together.
I can’t make it through the movie without crying. I’m constantly reminded of what I was doing four months ago when my little girl was still blessing my life. I am reminded of how good life truly was, and how I took it for granted
I’m sure this too will pass. Some day I will smile again.
Now I’m off to eat a yogurt parfait with my man. I missed having someone around to snack with.

Jamie aka: The being known as Wonder Girl, 30, mother of four, wife to one, she is a senior biomedicine student who is learning to fit in in the world around her. After nearly three decades on this planet, she still doesn't know where she belongs. Best friend of Matt, sarcastic, spoiled, apathetic, kutie brat, babe. Just your average woman, living in a not-so-average world, surviving by her incredible super power of being able to see right through you while
accomplishing more tasks than you ever thought imaginable. She is the being known as Wonder Girl and she is speaking, I believe. More? Aren't you brave!




















