I tried watching Bender’s Big Score again today. I say again because I watched it the first time in May. With Pogo. It was the last movie we watched together before she died. She asked me if I could get it for her on DVD. Thanks to my online friends and friends across the T1 lines, I had a crash course in VHS to DVD rip and got it on a DVD before she died. She loved the song, 30th Century Man. The last song we downloaded together.
I can’t make it through the movie without crying. I’m constantly reminded of what I was doing four months ago when my little girl was still blessing my life. I am reminded of how good life truly was, and how I took it for granted
I’m sure this too will pass. Some day I will smile again.
Now I’m off to eat a yogurt parfait with my man. I missed having someone around to snack with.