I wish that surgeons would stop coming to see me. They’re making me nervous. Do I need surgery? When can I go home? Does my family miss me? Do they know where I am? When will the vomiting stop? Why am I on morphine drip? Can I go home now? I’m actually wanting to take my lab test today. I wonder if my clasmates miss me or know where I am? Is Lance waiting for me at the school?

Ijust don’t want to be here anymore.