I wish that switch that some people think exists, for depression, were real. I would flip it in an instant. This whole “being sad all day and being unable to get anything done” is for the birds. I want a change. There are few things going good for me right now. None of it is family related. My mother is back to bullying me, my husband abandons me all day long, and refuses to answer my texts or calls, but tweets all day long, leaving me with four kids, half of which are not mine, and my father-in-law is getting worse. He’s starting to assume that I am his dead wife, and I have a feeling that isn’t going to end well.

*sigh*

Can you see why I want that switch to be real?