Sorry about the downtime.

I don’t understand what is wrong with my site. If I get more than 500 hits per day, something breaks. I’ve never experienced anything like this before. Luckily, I saved the theme via DreamWeaver CS5. I wish I knew what was doing this to my site. It happened back when I used MovableType, and now it’s happening with WordPress. Guess it’s time to email my hosts again.

I’m still very unmotivated to do much of anything, other than sit around and think about what I should be doing. For the first time in weeks, the fitted sheet is completely off the mattress, and I have no motivation to fix it. I keep thinking about the up and coming meet up this Thursday, and I’m both nervous and excited. I haven’t saw my friends for almost a year, and I always wonder if things aren’t going to go well. What if someone doesn’t come because they’re mad at me over something extremely petty? What if someone who flat out dislikes me shows up? I know it’s a sign of abnormality to not go because someone there dislikes me. Though I can’t help but feel a little anxious. We’ll know in a couple of days, won’t we?