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Fear

As much as I hate to say it, I fear we’re growing apart.

I have no respect for you anymore. You’re just a stranger with wadges. All we talk about are things that the other does to annoy.

That’s why I have been spending time with that other guy. Oh, and why I’ve probably lost 35+ lbs. He motivates me.

Don’t get me wrong, I love you, but we’re just not compatible anymore. All you care about is yourself and the people who hurt me dearly, and all I seem to care about is moving forward and making myself a better person in the long run.

I realise I’m probably a terrible person for expressing this, but that is the way it is. I want us to work, I really do. I know this is not a single-sided thing, and I’m willing to work with you, if you’d just respond to my touch again.

I fear you stopped loving me.
I fear you have grown to dislike me.
I fear for what I may do in a little over 12 hours.
I fear what our future will be.
I fear we may have no future.

You can calm my fears. But will you…?

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4 Comments »

  • zezebel (40 comments) said:

    Hi jamie.
    Is this for real? You sound like you’re in a lots of pain with him.
    I don’t know what to says in this kind of situation.
    just wish you all the best for any decision you make.

    - 17 August 2010 at 1:17 am
  • Jamie (97 comments) said:

    Sadly, it’s real. :(

    - 17 August 2010 at 3:21 pm
  • zezebel (40 comments) said:

    Wish everything will be OK soon Jamie.
    No matter what is your decision.
    Changes is hard but if it for a better thing, change.

    - 18 August 2010 at 4:14 am
  • Rebecca (29 comments) said:

    You are NOT a terrible person for expressing yourself. You are communicating. That’s a good thing, even if the other person doesn’t like it.
    take care, and be true to yourself

    - 18 August 2010 at 6:39 pm