I feel like I am about to explode. I jumped through hoops to get my mom some money today, twice as much as she originally demanded that I give her, and guess what? It wasn’t good enough. Then she tells me that she doesn’t need the money after all. I remember grabbing all of my [...]
I got almost everything done this afternoon. I say almost because I’m waiting on doing the dishes until later tonight. The warm weather and the fact that I feel much better are reasons why I got most of my stuff done today. I know cleaning house and taking care of kids all while [...]
The sadness won’t go away. I feel isolated and trapped. I tried to reach out to several friends today, and the only one who didn’t flat out ignore me picked a fight with me and we had a falling out.
*sigh*
When did it get so complicated? Why is it so complicated? I know I am blessed, [...]
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Thank you all for the well wishes.
I wish I could say that I’m better and ready to get to class on Monday, new lab book in hand, but I’m still not well. I’m nauseated and groggy. I have heart burn and my back hurts. I’m really falling apart, huh?
I’m going to medicate and [...]
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Faith In The Unknown
I’ve been depressed all day. Every time I think of something I could be doing, I have to wind myself up just to get off the bed or out of the chair to do it. I have half-done projects all over the place, things that I started today, that I know won’t get done until [...]
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It happened. It wasn’t glorious, it wasn’t overly dramatic. I just stood there and let it happen. It’s not as if I didn’t know this was coming, I knew. I knew well. It was more that I was expecting myself to react differently. I was expecting to cry, to be overwhelmed with feelings of dread [...]
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Tomorrow morning my husband will be getting on a plane and going clear across the world for his career. We do need the money, but I wish there was a better way. I wish I could say that I made his last few days with the family a memorable one, but I simply pushed him [...]
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The stars are out, but I don’t want to go look at them. I want to stay in bed and sleep. I can’t do that, either. I have a small confession to make: I have broken my cell phone, and I don’t really know how to tell my husband. Phones that are sold by our [...]
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Jamie aka: The being known as Wonder Girl, 29, mother of four, wife to one, she is a senior biomedicine student who is learning to fit in in the world around her. After nearly three decades on this planet, she still doesn't know where she belongs. Best friend of Matt, sarcastic, spoiled, apathetic, kutie brat, babe. Just your average woman, living in a not-so-average world, surviving by her incredible super power of being able to see right through you while
accomplishing more tasks than you ever thought imaginable. She is the being known as Wonder Girl and she is speaking, I believe. More? Aren't you brave!










