Under 40

Posted on March 6th, 2010 by admin in Drugs, Health, Illness

I had another low blood sugar today. Under 40. I spent a good part of the last hour sobbing and shaking. Dennis didn’t know what was wrong with me, until I said I needed to eat–yesterday. He got the ice cream out of the freezer and dumped a bag of chocolate chips in it and [...]

Cake Wreck

Posted on March 2nd, 2010 by admin in Adventures, Birthdays, Drugs, Friends, Humor, Pictures!

“All the sweet, green icing flowing down…
Someone left the cake out in the rain
I don’t think that I can take it
‘Cause it took so long to bake it
And I’ll never have that recipe again
Oh, no! “
So here’s the deal…
Matt and I had a few drinks. Matt and I took some promethazine (his medicine; I’ve taken [...]

Congradulate Me?

Posted on January 31st, 2010 by admin in Depression, Drugs, Health, Life

55 days, 4 hours, 3 minutes and 36 seconds smoke free.
1655 cigarettes not smoked.
$9,735.00 and 12 days, 15 hours of your life saved.
Your quit date: 12/7/2009 6:32:06 AM
Or maybe just give me the Purple Heart?
Actually, I was considered a “high risk addict” but it was insanely easy to quit after three years of smoking. [...]

Dizzy

Posted on January 30th, 2010 by admin in Drugs

I’m too dizzy abd sleepy to make a proper post. I shall see you all in the morning,

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Advice Please?

Posted on January 27th, 2010 by admin in Drugs, Family, Relationships

Just a little blurb that I discovered today.
Dennis’ Seconal pill bottle–the one with 99 refills at 30 pills per refill–was in the refill basket today.
He’s taken thirty pills in twelve days. And he wants more. And if I don’t refill them tonight at an all-night pharmacy, he’ll gladly do it on his way to the [...]

Three Hour Day

Posted on January 24th, 2010 by star in Adventures, Depression, Drugs, Life

I slept until 6pm. Here I am, three hours later, getting ready for bed.
Hey, I can’t imagine anything better to do on a Sunday.

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There’s a misty fog outside, and I feel sick. I am still at war with my husband over these pills. I feel as though I can’t get anything done because he’s always there, with the pills, forcing me to take them. He’s convinced that if I do not take these pills, I will die. I [...]

My husband and I are at war with one another right now. I don’t know how he found out, but he fished my medicine bottles out of the trash and got them filled, as well as the prescriptions for the two extra drugs that I didn’t want. Then he woke me up from my nap [...]