Dennis is home!
He’s been home about three hours now, and already he wants to go out with friends. ha! Not likely! I told him if he wanted something to do, I have a list of things I could not do due to my pain, and he backed off really quickly.
Now on to me.
I think this whole thing has caused me some physical problems. I’ve had a pain in my back/hip/leg for several days. It hasn’t gone away on its own, so I’ve made a doctor appointment to have it looked at. All the while, I’ve been walking funny and now my knee is hurting again. Time to get out the brace and just bear with the pain until Monday.
I promise I won’t do what I did last night, though. Never again.
I took three mystery pain medicines and drove to the hospital to see my man. I stayed for about thirty minutes, and then I decided to leave. I don’t remember anything after I attempted to get up out of the chair in his room three times and fell back in it. He wanted me to stay the night there, but I insisted that I get home, after all, I had class the next morning. I don’t remember leaving the hospital. I don’t remember driving home, but I clearly did. I don’t remember getting into bed. I don’t remember anything. I remember I hit something on the way home. I don’t know what though. I’m kind of worried since I seen on the news that there was a hit-and-run killing of a homeless person last night on a street that I could have been on. I called the police and they said it was a pick-up truck that hit the man–there were witnesses, but they couldn’t positively identify the truck colour or license plate number. I don’t know when I have felt more relieved.
I need to do something different. I don’t know what though. I feel pretty badly. I can’t go to lab Monday because of how bad I feel, physically. I hate this. My mind is strong, but my body is weak. How can I help the world if I’m not physically strong?