I have set up an off-server blog. Actually, I have quite a few. I’m getting ahead of myself again. I don’t want to drown in having to keep up with many sites, so I am going to stop where I am and then close off some that I don’t actually enjoy. Simplify. It really does make things much easier.

While I have been energetic the past few days, I can’t help but wonder if that is because of my medication change. I don’t like the thought of that, because I don’t plan to be on that medication for the rest of my life. I want to get off of it all. Get on with what I had before. I should not have all of this energy. No one who has been through what I have has this amount of energy. I am even sleeping through the night again. I feel myself slipping down into depression again, through out the day. Nothing that I do is enough to get me through what I am going through. I have been trying to work with Chloe, but she does not want to work. She wants to play. I get on the computer to check my emails and I find that someone has decided to play a cruel hoax on me and state that a friend of mine committed suicide while I was in the hospital. What kind of a sick fuck does that? It made me cry. I cried for so long. I felt even worse when I found out that I was being mocked for crying over a friend who wasn’t dead. What kind of a person does that?

The next thing that I came across was some idiot claiming that Krystal had gotten a class action suite against Encyclopedia Dramatica, and that is why the domain is gone. But she was suing me, specifically, because my friend copied and pasted something from this blog onto her entry there. What…? How can someone be sued for stating facts and opinions? Even if those facts destroy someone’s reputation, that is not the fault of the person who uncovered them. Again, had this been true, I would have been deeply upset. It would mean my close friend who borrowed those phrases turned on me. I don’t think that Krystal can view my site, since I blocked her entire ISP, but there are still other ways around that. And yes, she’s nuts enough to go those other ways.

All of that, I want to take a break from the people who claim they are or were once my friends, because friends don’t do these things to each other. Human beings shouldn’t do this to other humans. It doesn’t matter what your relationship with that person was, you don’t hurt someone to this degree. And you don’t point and laugh when you find out that you have hurt someone like that. Maybe it’s just me, but I would hate myself to an infinite amount of years if I ever did anything like that to another human being.

On that bad note, I’m going to try to get Chloe to work on some of her reading. I doubt that I will make that much progress in it, though. Can Dennis come home yet? Or can Nick come stay with us some more???