It’s 4:48 in the morning, and I’m just updating to let everyone know that I have failed. It’s been slightly twenty-four hours since I took off my last Fentanyl patch, and while that should have …

Horrific nausea is creeping up on me. It has taken over my entire night. The only thing I can keep down is ginger ale and some yogurt. I want to sleep all the time. Part …

I don’t want to write how I’m feeling right now. I don’t want to say I’m feeling anger. I don’t want to feel anything, but the Fentanyl can only numb so much. It’s downright terrible …

Wow. The past ten days have really taken a toll on me. I knew that Friday night when I was sick, vomiting, and refused to do anything other than stare at the mounds of housework …