Been sick. I know I won’t get much better by tomorrow, but I am going to try. Six days until I leave for Manhattan, something that I am having serious doubts about doing, but I …

It seems like this is just something that I have noticed, but once the sun goes down, the night seems to fly by. Not just in the summer, but in the winter as well. This …

Horrific nausea is creeping up on me. It has taken over my entire night. The only thing I can keep down is ginger ale and some yogurt. I want to sleep all the time. Part …

I don’t want to write how I’m feeling right now. I don’t want to say I’m feeling anger. I don’t want to feel anything, but the Fentanyl can only numb so much. It’s downright terrible …