The sadness won’t go away. I feel isolated and trapped. I tried to reach out to several friends today, and the only one who didn’t flat out ignore me picked a fight with me and we had a falling out.
*sigh*
When did it get so complicated? Why is it so complicated? I know I am blessed, [...]
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Tomorrow morning my husband will be getting on a plane and going clear across the world for his career. We do need the money, but I wish there was a better way. I wish I could say that I made his last few days with the family a memorable one, but I simply pushed him [...]
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I bought another set of sheets today. Hmm. Maybe the hives were just a coincidence? >:)
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I got an 89 on the test I took Monday.
Matt’s coming to visit me while my husband is away. It just dawned on me that this is our last week together until he leaves till the first week of March. Of course there’s always that chance that we may never see each other again, so [...]
The Raging War
There’s a misty fog outside, and I feel sick. I am still at war with my husband over these pills. I feel as though I can’t get anything done because he’s always there, with the pills, forcing me to take them. He’s convinced that if I do not take these pills, I will die. I [...]
Just One Month
My husband and I are at war with one another right now. I don’t know how he found out, but he fished my medicine bottles out of the trash and got them filled, as well as the prescriptions for the two extra drugs that I didn’t want. Then he woke me up from my nap [...]
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I bought some new Chucks today:
Ignore the dirty underwear and unmade bed.
I also found some of that Pepsi Throwback at the store, and bought a case. Within a few minutes of drinking one can, I had heart burn again. Which makes me conclude that caffeine is the cause of my heart burn. I hadn’t [...]
I can’t sleep. I’ve tried everything imaginable, other than travel down the street and buy heroin or Oxy or Vicodin from the dealers that roam the roads at night. I’ve tried to figure out why this is, and the best thing I can come up with is that I miss him. I feel like Daisy [...]
Jamie aka: The being known as Wonder Girl, 29, mother of four, wife to one, she is a senior biomedicine student who is learning to fit in in the world around her. After nearly three decades on this planet, she still doesn't know where she belongs. Best friend of Matt, sarcastic, spoiled, apathetic, kutie brat, babe. Just your average woman, living in a not-so-average world, surviving by her incredible super power of being able to see right through you while
accomplishing more tasks than you ever thought imaginable. She is the being known as Wonder Girl and she is speaking, I believe. More? Aren't you brave!
