Archive for the ‘Nostalgia’ Category
Remember The Time….?
I was going through my old diaries and journals and remembered that today is my ex’s birthday. I re-read an entry I made eleven years ago about how happy we were on this day because we were both 18 and able to have sex again. Yes, I was one of those kind of girls. But I was good. I refused to have sex with him while he was 17 and I was 18, for legal reasons.
Another thing I found was a pair of my old eye glasses from 1992-1995. They were silver granny glasses that I got to mimic John Lennon. I was surprised that I was able to find a pair just like John’s in the little optometrist’s office that I frequented during my childhood.
However, I was a very unattractive little girl.
The Night Out
Why I love Michelle:
Best. Friends-Only. Banner. EVAR. xD
I did a little shopping for myself today. I earned it. I did everything on my husband’s list of things to-do and now I’m going to go out to see a mutual friend. I made the bed, changed the sheets, washed three loads of sheets and two loads of regular laundry, and put it all away, all without complaining once. That in itself is a miracle, because I hate doing laundry. I’d rather balance equations, find the equilibrium and measure the pH of an unknown reaction than laundry. Oh, my college education is showing. 
Anyone remember when iTunes was simple?
Ok, I’m out! Tonight is what I’ve been waiting for!
Happy Halloween!
Anyone remember that image? It’s about seven years old. Back then, I made the mistake of going to the mall on Halloween. It was deserted. Maybe that’s a good thing. I was able to go to any store in the mall and buy whatever I wanted without the hassle of lines or the paranoia of someone walking behind me to steal my purse.
Yes, I’m still living in the past.
No, I won’t be going to the mall tonight.
I have little ones to take around trick or treating. Chloe has a cat costume picked out. She’s going to look beautiful.
Oh, and the radio is still playing Christmas songs. They start the holiday season earlier and earlier every year.
Reflections
It just hit me… I’ll be 30 next year. Out of the terrible twenties. I’m not sure if that’s significant or not.
Actually I’m not sure of anything anymore. I used to have my life semi-mapped out. I was covered til about 2009 or 2010. Go to college, get my degree, find a job, have some fun, yada yada. I can’t see that vision anymore. It’s locked away in some sort of time warp and the key seems to have been misplaced.
I’m questioning what I even want anymore. My mind seems to keep wandering to the freedom of roaming and travel. I’ve always been pretty sure what I wanted but as each day has turned into another month I become more confused. I don’t know what’s important and what’s not. It’s hard to see beyond one day let alone a month or a year.
I don’t make resolutions. I never have. I’ve spent my time setting goals and trying to see them through. I don’t know anyone who’s ever stuck to their resolutions. It’s almost like they’re made just so they can be broken. I’ve never liked the concept of breaking something I say I’ll do so I just stay away from that type of thing.
So in conclusion… I’d say I was just as confused today as I was yesterday.
Current Status: lacking euphoria, slightly evanescent, mildly misguided, and occassionaly flamboyant.
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