I got fed up with my mom today. I love my mom, don’t get me wrong, but her outlook on the world is pretty sad. She thinks that she should be able to stay at home, not follow doctor’s orders and the world will come to her. That’s nice for a fantasy, but back here [...]

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I added a couple of new pages to my site.
A profile page and some rules. Don’t forget the rules!
I had some other pages that I wanted to make, but I’m on a tight schedule right now, between classes, juggling a new professor, and homework that I didn’t do this week, so my other professor [...]

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Healing

Posted on September 26th, 2009 by star in Health, Illness, Medical, Self Improvement

My life is slowly going back to normal.
I was able to check the mail today. I was able to pay the credit card bill today. I was able to clean the pet cage today. I was able to sit upright without much pain. I don’t know what relieved my pain, but I’m glad that it’s [...]

Today is the last day I can starve myself. Tomorrow I can have solid food once again.
For about a month I have been skipping out on solid food to lose weight to fit into an evening gown for tomorrow. I want to be able to go to the formal with my husband tomorrow, but he [...]

Forgiveness

Posted on July 21st, 2009 by star in Friends, I hate people, Life, Self Improvement

It shouldn’t matter to me what others think, but it does. I play dumb. I give people a lee-way out of things, the lies I catch them in, and it never gets any easier. I shouldn’t play dumb. I should nail them to the cross like the liars they are, and not look back.
My friend [...]

So Dennis is gone today. Business trip and all. You’d think I’d be happy with this, what with all the fighting that went on these past few days and his final comment that pushed me over the edge. But, on the way to the airport, we passed our crazy neighbor’s place–I mean this guy [...]

Forgiveness

Posted on April 27th, 2009 by star in Family, Self Improvement, kids

“Pull yourself together
‘Cos you know you should do better” ~ Queen
I frequently have to remind myself that I’m a forgiving person. That I am not a vengeful, wrathful person. Today was one of those days. It bothered me. It still bothers me. I feel vengeful, but I am not going to act on it. I [...]