About half an hour ago, around 3:30am, I noticed my neighbor’s house was on fire.

Naturally, rather than call 9-1-1, since a firetruck was already there, I got out my camera and started snapping pictures. That one was the best of the four that I was able to take, and by then the fire had died down quite a bit. It was shocking, to say the least. I’d heard what I assumed was gun fire about a half an hour before I noticed the flames. They leaped out from the burning house at me through the west-end window of my house. The glow of the fires reached the windows here. It seemed like the sun was coming up. My friend who is staying here (not Matt) woke up and caught me watching and photographing the flames.
“What’s going on?”
“Oh, nothing much. The neighbor’s house is burning down. Wanna come watch?”
“No. Oh… OHMYGOD!!! Are we safe here???!!!”
“We’re fine. It’s smaller than it was. Go back to sleep.”
“NO! I think we should go somewhere else!”
“There’s no where else to go. Except back to sleep.”
“What if this place catches on fire??”
“Don’t worry. There’s so much asbestos in the walls, and lead paint, we’re safe from anything short of the apocalypse.”
“That’s real assuring…”
The firetrucks are still there. I hope no one was hurt. I hope this wasn’t an arson case. But I have a bad feeling about this.
I’m feeling somewhat unwell today. Just the other night, I was throwing up and clutching the sink again. I wonder what’s wrong with me? Why do I do this? What can I do to stop it? I have been mainling ginger ale since I threw up the other night. Today, I tried to relax, but that was next to impossible. My arm was tingling again, but I don’t dare go back to the doctor to get it checked out. I don’t want to hear it. The night mares have come back. Mostly ones of me being deserted for long periods of time by my family. They were really weird dreams. I don’t want to have them again, as long as I live. :\ I woke up and wandered the house, wondering if I had been abandoned.
Falling asleep here, and I still have to wash up for he night. G’Night Every one!

After today, it’s supposed to warm up and the snow is supposed to start to melt. That’s both good and bad. Good because I’ll be able to get out and about easier. Bad because I’ll have to go pay bills, go to work, and drive Chloe and Darren to school. It snowed so much last night and this morning, that the roads and cars are covered again. But I’m having my routine hot flashes, so I’ve got the air conditioner blasting outside air on me to cool off. It seems that no matter where I go, I’m too hot. hehe… That sounded bad!
Another weird weather fact: It’s snowing out right now, but the sun is shining. I wonder if we’ll have a snowbow because of this?
I’m going to go crash before I fall off my chair and onto the floor. That percocet I took a couple of hours ago is really kicking my ass. Which is funny because it never used to do that.