This afternoon, I will be going to see the surgeon who yanked my kidney and did the stomach scans on me. My biopsy results should be in.
This whole thing scares me to the core. Think …

While a lacking euphoria, slightly evanescent, mildly misguided, in my mind, I stumbled out the front door. The pain was great. The need for pqin medicine is even greater. I nee that higher dose, who …

So, after a trip to the gastro doctor, he’s recommended that I have a scope. I was assured that during the entire process that I would be unconscious. They gave me a box of “MoviPrep”. …

“There’s a hole in our soul, that we fill with dope.” ~ Marilyn Manson
This damned cold weather. I have to take something to take the edge off the pain, even if it’s a half a …