It’s a dark day. I feel pain all over. My head is pounding. My pulse is racing. I want to reach over and jerk the wires and tubes off the monitor. It gets to be …

I feel queasy today. At first I thought it was because I’m not eating right, but eating just made things worse. Now I’ve thrown up. What the hell is wrong with me?
Oh, right. Cancer.
It’s going …

First, our Christmas tree is up. I did it all by myself, with a little help from Doc Mick’s called in percocet prescription. *drools* Nothing special in the tree. It’s the same tree, same decorations …

Bright and early this morning, my brother-in-law showed up on the door step with a police officer to get his things. He said not one word to me, but gathered his clothes, medicine and a …